I'd be in the same situation. I have to 'hide' as Conan. As Shinichi, one of the advantages is not having to hide. If I still have to hide and can't even see her, then it's not worth it. Just means I have to feel like my insides are melting for no purpose.

I can guess. And of course I did. It had to come from somewhere. I was in my family's library at the time and faced with a scary girl, I made it up from book spines. Sir Conan Arthur Doyle and Edogawa Rampo's books to be exact.